Cutting With A Shovel And Digging With A Knife (POEM by SCREECH)

HELL-O readers!!!
I wrote this poem when everything was going totally crazy/chaotic around me...so it's a very...umm...different(?) poem than all the others... it focuses more on what the person is feeling rather than what he describes it as...dunno if you got what I'm saying here... :P

but anyways...here it is

"How confused am I?
You have no idea.
My life's moving so fast,

I can't handle the nausea.

I'm claustrophobic in the open air,

Blinded by the speed and glare.

I'm just a dot on a sheet full of ink,

I'm just a ship that's about to sink.

I'm just a drop in this filthy ocean,

My life is just in constant motion.

I'm cutting with a shovel,

And digging with a knife.
I'm just walking along,

Carving a path in this life.

My soul is sea-sick on a cruise,

My mind feels like it's coming loose.

Insanity is drawing closer and closer,

Hovering like a ghost over my head.
I'm captive in a never ending nightmare,

Longing just to fall off the bed.

I feel the mistakes crawling up my spine,

Chilling up my insides all the time.

I'm on the hunt for myself,

But I'm still scratching the surface.
My mind is burning to make me stronger,

And my head feels like it's in a cold furnace.

Too much to handle at one go,

I'm experiencing an all new low.

Trying to make sense of the show called life,
I'm cutting with a shovel and digging with a knife.

But it feels like I'm gonna be sane at last,
No more a victim of my past.

How confused am I?
You can't even imagine.
My life's moving fast,

But now I think that I'm gonna win."

so that was it guys!!!
that was...I guess someone who is confused to a great extent, but still hanging on :D

I hoped you liked this poem... maybe even related to it somewhat :P
CHEERS...SCREECHDRUMMER

Save It For The Saints (POEM by SCREECH)

HELL-O readers!!!
I'm back with another short poem...this is...well..an angry(?) poem I would say...I'm not really sure why I wrote it in the first place :P
I hope you like it!!

"Now I see that our lives have changed
For the better I suppose after the words we exchanged

And if you come near,

The memories will come back
All that I left behind
Of which I don't keep track

So I say this and I say it well,
Don't think you can re-cast a spell

Save your breath, for someone who will listen,
Save your breath, save it for the saints

Now I see that our looks are different
For the better I hope coz we weren't coherent.

And if you come near,
The smiles will fade away.
All that I had then,

Will never be the same again.

So you shall hear me, and hear me well
Don't think I can't break out of my shell.

Save your excuses, for someone who will fall
Save them, save them for the saints.

Save your words, you may run out of them
Save them, speak them for the saints."

so...that was it folks...I hope you liked the poem...now that I'm thinking better..I wrote it in the point of view of a person who doesn't want to re-live his past/memories...I guess it makes sense :P

CHEERS...SCREECHDRUMMER

Life Is Too Short (POEM by SCREECH)

HELL-O readers!!!

 It's been almost a month since I last posted on the blog... And I'm really sorry... I didn't have any content to be honest... But here's a poem for you ppl...

"You wanna fall in love
You wanna do it right
You wanna live it up
Not die without a fight

You wanna be the best
You wanna kiss the fame
You wanna beat the rest
Not just be the same

You wanna run the show
You wanna be the light
You want people to know
That you got the might

But life is too short

To be living it all
So just do what you want
And then let it go on

Coz life is too short
To grant every wish
So just chase all your dreams
Before this life should finish

You wanna know the truth
You wanna touch the stars
You wanna feel the pain
Then wipe the battle scars

You wanna have it all
You want just so much more
You wanna cushion your fall
And not just hit the floor

You just want so much
But can you get it in time?
Coz this life is very short
Can you delay the clock's chime?

Coz life is too short
To just take so much
So give something first
And receive the golden touch

Since life is so short
I would say one thing
Amend all mistakes
And repair the broken strings

Coz our life is so short
That we don't realize
What these small things can do
To someday save you from demise

And when you're close to leaving
Be sure to keep smiling
For the one who smiles in darkness
Is the brightest light that is shining."

so...that was my poem...after a loooonnnng time..but...I hope you readers liked it...this is aimed at people who are struggling to be successful... hoping it helps if they read it...

CHEERS...SCREECHDRUMMER

I'm Burning and I'm back....Greetings BluePhoenix

Why is everything on fire?!?!?!.....Oh wait.. The Blue Phoenix is back.

Cool...Or hot... You decide XD

Time for some serious randomness (already punning). Warning: If you are looking for something serious, don't read this post... Or any of my posts... They are intended for fun, non sense, humor blah blah blah... One more thing... Please don't be mad at me for laughing like crazy..If you do laugh like crazy that is :P....OK, here goes nothing

The following make absolutely NO SENSE

A sound wave travelling at the speed of light created by a burn of a dog which fell from the roof of a truck going to the Himalayas at the Indian border where the kids are playing football with a porcupine that got there by mistake from Japan where a tea party hosted by Dr.Doom was crashed by Harry Potter because he big BARREL!! of beer in the place of liquid luck to get lucky.....but Lucky is my neighbor's dog

Hope you like it....Taking into the consideration you are still sane after reading that.... Wait.. Am I sane in the first place????... Nah

The Heart Of A Fossil (Valentine's Day Special POEM by SCREECH)

HELL-O again readers!!!
this is the second poem today for Valentine's day...
enjoy!!!

"When I slept, I had a dream of you,

That you would come and save my soul,

That you would make my heart whole.

When I woke up, You were there,

'I love you' I had said,

Your cheeks blushed like the Valentine's roses red.

When you touched me,

I felt an electric jolt rush through,

Your words held a love that was true.

When our lips met,

I saw the whole world with my eyes closed,

And your love for me was disclosed.

When we walked,

On the beach hand-in-hand,

Leaving footprints in the sand,

I realised...

That you made the heart of a fossil beat,

You made the lungs of a fossil breathe,

You made me proud that we ever met,

You made me say things I never said.

When we lay down on the river bed,

Counting stars till the crack of dawn,

I realized that I was being led,

To a place where we dance to our love's song.

They say, love is in the air,

They say, love is everywhere,

They say, love is always there,

They say that, to love is to care.

And...You made the heart of a fossil beat,

You made the lungs of a fossil breathe,

You made me proud that we ever met,

You made me say things I never said."

so that was it fellas!!!
Happy Valentine's day to everyone!!!
and here's a witty phrase for today...SCORE WELL!!! :P :P

One More Dance (Valentine's Day special POEM by SCREECH)

HELL-O READERS!!!
It's Valentine's Day and here is one of my two poems for today!!!
ENJOY!!!

"The dim light in the bar,

With you across the table,

But still you seem so far,

Like you are at the end of my fable.

I try to hold your hand,

But the wine glass doesn't let me,

Your face is behind the candle,

Like this wasn't meant to be.

So let's head to the dance floor,

Let's have a great time,

It maybe the last (but who cares),

So let's make it worth the while.

Let's do one more dance,

To the sound of our heart beats,

Let's get them beating faster,

Let us turn up the heat.

I'll let our eyes burn into each other,

With the fire that burns between us,

And we'll be under the same spotlight,

And we'll dance like nobody else does.

The feeling strong between two minds,

The super-conscious connection of two souls,

We are two coins that landed on the same side,

And still for you my love howls.

So let's spend the light on this dance floor,

Then I'll walk you through your front door,

But till then we'll stay high on tequila,

And tear up the streets and watch them burn.

Let's do one more dance,

To the heart beat in our ears,

Let us lose control,

Never stop moving our gears.

We're in the same train, And on the right track,

And we'll never let go, As a matter of fact,

So let's dance for what this night's worth,

So that when the morning comes,

We face a re-birth."

 

so that was it guys!!
Read the other poem too, called The Heart Of A Fossil...
CHEERS...SCREECHDRUMMER

The Air of a King Ch 9 (STORY by SHADOWHEART)

Sorry for the huge gap between chapters. So I hope this chapter makes up for it.

Chapter 9

The entire club was accumulated around the center court. It was the first of the numerous challenges that were to come over the duration of the camp. To the entire club the first one was like a flare for the ones to come. To elevate matters, the first showdown was between the ace of the second years Jaque and the ace of the main team and first years, namely me Raiju Knight.
Jaque was already waiting on the court. His face made it very clear that he had no respect for me. He spoke with a jeer on his face," So you decide to grace us with your presence, huh, Knight." I let the insult pass. For I had decided to give all my answers to him over the course of the game. Coach entered the court at the same time I did. He spoke with a crisp, clear voice that could be heard by anyone in the gymnasium." Alright boys. I want a clean and fair game. No fouls, especially you Jaque. The game will be a fifteen minutes one-on -one. Points system of a game applies. Jaque, you get first offence, Knight you will start with defense.The one who shoots loses the ball. Am I clear?" I nodded in acknowledgement, and so did my opponent. I wasn't very happy with not getting the first offence but I didn't let it show. I wasn't going to give an inch of satisfaction to my opponent. Coach blew the whistle, and the game began. Jaque turned out to be quite the technical player. His dribbling was pretty good and he kept to a very slow pace. Almost like a fox hiding in his den waiting to strike. I must say he was really good. But in the end that's all he was. While i couldn't steel the ball I didn't let him get past me. No matter what he tried I wasn't going to let him get under the basket. For almost five minutes this stalemate continued. I know it sounds pretty tame, but it wasn't. rather than two beasts trying to beat each other, it was more like a game of chess. He would try and get past me and I would block him the best I could. Both of us were losing our patience but the one to break was him. he tried to force he through and took a hasty shot. This shot marked the end of the stalemate. Since the shot was a hasty one, it rebounded off the rim of the basket. I got the ball. I did what came to me naturally I took a shot. Which went in. The ball went back to my opponent, but by this time he had no chance. I knew his rhythm. It was simple enough. The next exchange was very short. Every exchange between us kept getting shorter for he had no other strategy other than this one. I didn't start with ball possession even once for I stole the ball from my opponent every time and scored points. His eyes no longer had the arrogant and haughty expression it had. His eyes only had desperation written on them now. At the end of 15 minutes he was still scoreless while I was ahead by 18 points. Coach blew the whistle marking the end of the game, but no one cheered. No one had heart to tell the loser that it was a good game. I didn't hold back, not one bit. Some might say that I was cruel but this was something I had to do. It was the quickest way to establish my role as the ace of the Empire. It was a message to anyone who wanted my seat, the jersey number 6. This position is not up for grabs. I walked back to my teammates, they were the only ones smiling in the crowd. King was sitting towel over his head as he prepared for his game. I patted him on his shoulder and said," The opening statement has been made captain. I think it's time the King showed his prowess to the rest of the Empire." he stood up. He was ready his eyes said it all.  On  the opposite side of the court his opponent, Kaiser stood up as well. As they both walked down to center stage, it truly looked like a showdown between kings. A question popped in my mind,"Who is going to win,........, The chosen King or the Usurper?"




                                                                                        END

I'll Be Back Home (POEM by SCREECH)

HELL-O readers!!!
I'm back with another poem...it just randomly came to me, you know, soldier's love and all... I really dunno why I wrote it...but here goes

"As you face questions,

I face bullets.

As you hear my voice,

I hear turrets.

As you see meadows,

I see death.

As you believe in me,

I believe in faith.

Scared to see my brothers die,

But scared even more to see you cry,

Losing grip on this reality,

Driving myself to insanity.

Trying not to melt in the rain,

To reach back to you while I'm sane,

To make you feel safe again,

To rid you of all your pain.

As you fight with your emotions,

I fight with these guns.

As you burn with loneliness,

I burn under a thousand suns.

As you keep writing letters,

I keep writing sonnets.

As you want to leave this life,

I want to leave this nest of hornets.

I'll soon be back to dance with you,

To tuck your hair behind your ears.

I'll return soon to hold you close,

To bring your happiness out of fears.

I'll be home to lock my fingers with yours,

To make up for when I was away,

I'll be home to cook for you,

To answer all your prayers.

Right now you're the moon,

And I'm your wolverine.

But we'll soon be together,

Our love is so serene."

yup...that's it fellas...I really don't know how to explain this poem, it's pretty straight I guess...hope you liked it...I'll post ch.03 of my story soon... so keep a lookout!!

CHEERS...SCREECHDRUMMER

Dei LITURA Ch 5 (STORY by SHADOWHEART)

Ch 5

When I woke up my surroundings had changed. I was in a bed, in what looked to be some sort of medical center. What woke me up was a heated conversation between three people. The fire alchemist who had defeated me, the craftsmith I had saved and a very, very, very old man. He looked as though he could fall any moment.While the conversation looked serious, I couldn't make head or tail of it for I couldn't hear what they were talking in the first place. Khione, my pet phoenix, was on a perch sleeping soundly with her head tucked between her wings. I tried to get up but was unsuccessful. My head was spinning the minute I tried to put my feet on the ground. I could only sit up at best. The old man noticed that I was awake. His face had a smile on it and on it was the expression of relief."Could to see that you are fine young alchemist." he spoke in a kind, gentle voice. But the voice was not of someone weak. I finally noticed it but this old man was strong. He reminded me of my mentor, Arma in many ways."Forgive this young man Rasho, for although he is a professor, he still has yet to learn to fully restrain himself, but I suppose he is not the only one,hmm."I figured he was speaking of my little escapade at the central courtyard. He didn't wait for a reply but continued in the same tone, as if he was scolding a toddler," In the Academy,we encourage practical challenges and fights, but not rash slaying. What you did was the right thing to do no doubt about it,but you should exercise some control over your powers, like your mentor Arma must have taught you."my jaw dropped to the floor, the old man simply smiled and said," Yes, I know him, he is my younger brother. I am Mar, the magician, or mage as you would call me. I am also your headmaster."He paused for a second and looked at me with his eyes, the eyes that had the look of seeing through me, and continued," Young Frigus, you are special, no doubt about it, but being special doesn't give you the right to hand out punishment or pain. You are a student, talented I'll give you that much but maybe a little too headstrong and a bit of a troublemaker. You have made a mistake by making Littrager, they are one of the two biggest clans in the academy. Maybe event the strongest. They will not let what you did slide so easily. The council of the academy has come to a decision. You and this young crafsmith , Partum here have been banned from joining any guild. You must start a new one from scratch. As for your education, Rasho here along with three others will teach the two of you separately as a special case, under the clan creator law of the academy. Oh and as a little reminder, you have slept for three days, I will require the name of your guild, in exactly five minutes so the two of you discuss and present me with a name, in four minutes fifty six seconds. Good luck."
The old man left me alone with Partum. I had no clue what to tell him. Luckily, I didn't have to he spoke before I could,"Thank you for saving me. I'm the one who negotiated for this condition. Of course with the help of Professor Rasho and with the help of Headmaster Mar. If you don't mind, I already prepared a name for our clan but I will only tell you so if you accept my condition" Things were moving fast but I could only say yes and ask for what his condition was.So I nodded and he kept speaking,"  You must be the Clan Head, I will simply be your right hand man or the second in command. I have an oath to not fight so I can only help you passively, I hope you understand and never ask me to fight." What he was saying, I understood but what he needed was something else, something I realized only I could do. So I stopped him and I spoke," Just stop with the explanation, we are now comrades, tell me anything you need and be yourself. You have an oath to uphold, so do so with pride, never bow your head for such a trivial reason. Now tell me the name you thought of" Partum smiled, and the smile came from his heart and he said," Sure boss, it is Glacies Legionem," Now it was my turn to smile. I couldn't help myself.
The door opened with a resounding bang and in came Mar and Rasho, they to were smiling, old man Mar spoke,"So have you both decided on a name." The one to answer was not me but Partum,"Yes, we are the Glacies Legionem" Both the professor and the headmaster laughed, not in a rude manner but in the manner as though they had found something amusing, Mar spoke," So you are the Legion of Ice, eh? I suppose it suits you both very well.Very well, I now declare you both a newly formed clan, Glacies Legionem, live well prosper and be the best." I could now finally stand and stand I did. I first looked at Partum, then to Rasho and then to old man Mar . I said," So what are we waiting for, let's begin our training."

Down in flames! (by the Blue Phoenix)

This might just be the last time I post anything here. Times have been harsh. The Phoenix dies in its own flames and rises from the ashes. But this time... It seems that the Phoenix has been thrown into a cage and was set on fire that was impure. Full of darkness. The Blue Phoenix had taken oath never to get violent. So it just burns in the fire. Crying, weeping... But only he can hear himself. No one to support, no one to open the cage. The cries for help not answered. The Phoenix dies.... Will it rise from the ashes this time? Chances are 1 in a million. But, there is still hope. Is it not? The Blue Phoenix may be lost for EVER too... But who knows what will happen. Only time will tell.


Well guys... This is the first time I wrote something like this. My story is very similar to the Phoenix. But I still have a heart. Still have courage. I can do things on my own. Fix mishaps in my life. And.. Well.. Get over with the god damn exams that is in my LONG list of problems. Well, this is my last post probably. So let me just mess with your minds for the last time ;)


The only difference between non sense and no sense is that non sense makes sense.

Hope you liked my stuff.. I know very few to like but still. And I really hope you get what I mean here.

Good by and good luck.
 The Blue Phoenix, burning out

Dei LITURA Ch 4 (STORY by SHADOWHEART)

Ch 4

The four folks in front of me looked livid and angry. There was one with red hair who spoke to me," Do you have any idea who you messed with?" The dude looked as though he was trying to intimidate me. Wrong move, this only served to anger me even more."Like I even care! Why don't you tell me who I am messing with.", my voice boomed across the courtyard. The people around me were shocked, this included the guides who were with my group looked just as scared. The red haired guy smirked," Not only are you new hear but you're also pretty stupid. Well, let me enlighten you. Around here the strongest clan is the Littrager. No one goes against us."
Now these clowns were trying to scare me off. They were just getting on my nerves by the minute. The red haired dude looked like some kind of leader among the four of them, and was the dumbest among them. I lost my temper and I did something Arma warned me not to, I used my Alchemie Aura.
Let me explain the Alchemie aura to those who don't know. It is the aura that every alchemist has. But they very rarely use it in a fight. it is very difficult to master and was very risky to use. While you can stretch the boundaries of your element in this state but the damage caused by it can cause the death of a person or multiple people if it is unrestrained. I was at best a good alchemist and still could not completely control my aura.
Once I unleashed my aura the temperature of my surroundings dropped rapidly. Things got messed up real fast after that, real fast. I spoke loud enough to be heard by pretty much anyone in the court," I don't care which clan  you all are a part of. I'll give you four one chance to walk out of this in one piece, but if you want to fight I promise there will be blood, and that blood won't be mine it will be yours." my voice was like a growl. The four oppressors back up a bit. The decision they came to was to fight. All four of them charged at me at once. Two had swords in hand, one had an axe, while the fourth held a spear. I did the first that came to my mind. I let lose a torrent of ice shards and cold winds in their directions. It was like a stream of a blizzard. Not the whole thing just a part of it, but enough to cause frostbite. The one with a sword went down first. Khione took care of the one with the spear. It was a beautiful attack. She dived from a high altitude, her body was covered in the blue antiflame. The guy had no chance. He was too slow. She burst past his spear and hit him square in the chest. Ice encased his body rendering him immobile. The other two, I kept busy. I created two blades of ice, encased in the antiflame. They tried to stay away from them but were pitifully incompetent. The way they handled their weapons was way to amateurish. After training with Arma this seemed easy. Soon there were two unconscious bodies covered in ice in many parts, and two people fighting both me and Khione. They were cut in many areas and were bleeding, they were also frozen in some parts. The hard arrived soon. I was loosing control of my alchemie aura. The ice and antiflame were getting out of hand. If I didn't, someone might get seriously injured. That was when things changed. A blinding hot flame erupted around me melting the ice I had created, it even defrosted my frozen opponents. It even stopped me in an instant.
The source of the flame was ......... a teacher?! The man wore glasses. The air around him shimmered red. it was like he oozed out flames. I realized that he too was an alchemist, but one that controlled fire. He created a ball of fire in his hands and sent flying towards me. Before I could react I was hit. My Alchemie aura dispersed. I flew back quite the distance. The teacher stood in front of me glowering in anger. He spoke in a soft tone, but it felt like it was booming all across," You did something wrong, very wrong. You could have seriously harmed these students. They may have provoked you but that gave you no right to harm them." He hit me with a second flame. This time it was a slightly less hotter one but the first one had taken a lot out of me and the fight had drained considerably. I lost consciousness. My last thought as I lost me conscious was that was I hope I was not in too much trouble.

                                                                                    END

I am nuts... And so is my mobile! By Blue Phoenix

Hey guys! First of all I wish you guys a happy new year! I haven't been online since a very long time.. I didn't have any ideas for new blogs... So I kept thinking random stuff (what I always do) and noticed something interesting... Or.. Random rather... My SwiftKey can do my work for my since I have no idea yet... SwiftKey! I chose you!I am a beautiful person who is the best of luck to you by the way to get a chance to win the game is a good time to time and money to buy a new one of the most important thing is that you are not a good day at the time of the road and I am will be able I am a really desperate gamer the first time in a couple weeks ago we were in the background check and see what the hell out the door to my list of things to do with the help of a sudden death... How to end it... Ah! Pikachu! Thunder!... Pikachu?
 WAAABAFET!
 Holy cow! What the heck? Now think that was not the best idea.. Was it?

Well guys... Want me to keep posting random stuff? Let me know. Want me to write serious stuff... Talk to me hand.. Until next time! Excelsior!

The World Is Riding To Hell (POEM by SCREECH)

Hell-o and

Happy New Year readers!!!
sorry for this late update (again.. :P)

ok..as I had said before...I wrote this really aggressive poem, about corruption inn the world and all...I'm finally uploading it...(after lot of editing)...

here it is!!!

"Eternal crime takes over the dead,

And blood thirst takes over the living,

Christmas trees are now snow covered missiles,

And people cook people for Thanksgiving.

As the dead lead the dead from the graves,

The leaders carry on their speeches,

One-by-one everyone is devoured,

And still they suck on like leeches.

The world is riding to hell, Or so they say,

But who is driving it forward? Head-on to despair?

There's corruption in anti-corruption, How do we know?

Because they reap everything, Even what they didn't sow.

So start the revolution, Bring out the rage,

Get the guns and bombs, Don't be a stupid sage,

The time has come, For us to turn the page,

And we shall light the fuse, To trigger the rampage!

Destroy their mansions! Excuses for homes!

Kill all the leaders! Feed dogs with their bones!

Choke them with their own lies!
because none will mourn after their demise!

Loan givers and loan sharks,

Radiation zones and hunting parks.

 The whole world becomes Chernobyl,

And everyone has the right to kill.

Survival makes us animals,

Makes us what we were meant to be.

Every animal for itself in apocalypse,

Systematic chaos and insanity!

The skies are red, With vapours of blood,

No planes are sen, Nor is any bird.

Wolves have gone from scavengers to hunters,

The weak flee from the open and hide in bunkers.

Sleep is a luxury, constant vigilance is needed,

Destroy the people by whom this hell was seeded!

The world is riding to hell, The kids still pray,

The people have voices, but nothing to say.

No sense of wrong or right,

And people start to lose their sight.

Breakout! The leaders are cold at heart!
Overthrow them and the chain reaction will start!

Hold On! Till the rain again falls!
Wake Up! Post-Apocalypse calls..."

that was it people...I should probably declare that I have nothing against any leaders whatsoever...this is just a post-apocalyptic situation in which the people blame leaders for their suffering...I don't think it resembles anything in real life (If it does, it's coincidental :P)...I'll also be uploading a story in the near future (have to think of a name)...so keep a lookout!!!
CHEERS...SCREECHDRUMMER