Saturday, September 24, 2016

The Optimist (H-to-O, "O", Poem by Screech)

So this is it readers. This is what it all has lead to.
The conclusion of HtoO, I'll let you in on a secret, it has something related to all the poems I've written so far in HtoO.
The rhyme scheme is also a little weird, but it had a certain appeal to it, so I kept it.
read on, maybe you'll get goosebumps the way I did while recollecting all the other poems and writing this one.


"The Optimist"

He's known by many names,
He has reasons,
He has passions,
He has his own little games.

He's sometimes called empty,
He never was,
He never will be,
He says nothing is not tempting.

He's the one who understands,
He has sense,
He has strength,
He says his life is in his hands.

He has his own cause,
He's determined,
He's locked,
He doesn't want another loss.

He used to search the black sky,
He had a star,
He had a wish,
He wanted to rest his eyes.

He had trains of thought in his head,
He was crazy,
He was insane,
He used to design his paths ahead.

He can play any role he wants,
He's versatile,
He's nimble,
He never says he can't.

He used to keep moving,
He had a goal,
He had a line,
He never stopped believing.

But he lost, with a smile,
He never used to sleep,
And he thought it was a waste of time,
Till he saw how dark was the deep,
And he heard moving was insane,
He tried to ask a shooting star,
But the star kept burning away,
So the optimist was reborn.

He never was really fake,
He was real,
He was different,
He didn't have fights to take.

He tried to be original,
He's an actor,
He's a performer,
He does whatever is really critical.

He has plans in his mind,
He has a path,
He has a way,
He can leave them all behind.

He's sometimes way too formal,
He's warm,
He's caring,
He says everything is normal.

He fights both light and dark,
He knows,
He explains,
He says both sides bear the mark.

He can shine in the limelight,
He's the spine,
He's the core,
He rages against all his might.

But he was crazy for a star,
At times he went insane,
And he knew it was the one for his heart,
Till he got burned and lay in pain,
And he knew he had to fall asleep,
But his mind was still asking,
He was sure there was still a way, 
so the optimist started to dream.

In his dreams were ideal worlds,
He had amazing amazing times.
But when the sun rose up he woke,
And he cried and cried and cried.

He had lost it all,
He was alone,
He was sad,
He could think of just a fall.

But he saw what dreams could be,
So he set out to set them free,
To make them his reality.

He saw what he could do,
So he set out to make it true,
To live his life as it grew.

For one last time,
He looked up at the sky,
He saw his favorite star,
And he said his awkward goodbye.

Then he set off to climb his trees,
To get closer to where he wanted to be,
Across mountains he was ready to go,
The optimist had set another goal.

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so there it is readers, that is it,
that is HtoO.
something big, made into something small.
it has a LOT of connections between the poems, maybe if you have time on your hands you could research into it and probably get some new insight into it (or into you, you never know.)

will I be writing more poems? most probably yes, it's something I keep doing from time to time, HtoO was something else though, maybe one of you will find out why.

Cheers... ScreechDrummer


Neanic Passion (H-to-O, "N", Poem by Screech)

hello readers, yes, I apologize for this being late, but I wanted to post both of the final poems at one go. It took me some time to find the perfect pictures to make the artwork for these two, hence the delay.
I split this poem into 3 chapters, each with a different state of mind.
anyway, Neanic basically means youthful (or in this case, immature, hence "Immature Amateur's Life-ology") so what is it about?
read on.



"Neanic Passion"

Chapter 1: Retire

Dead inside,
No peace in my mind,
No motivation in my heart.

None of a kind,
Letting go of my pride,
I looked for a life among the stars.

An astronaut,
Felt like I'd forgot,
What it was to feel brave.

An imaginary plot,
A story that was not,
It will go with me to my grave.

Felt no throe,
The story existed though,
It went on and on in my head.

No sweat from my brow,
An empire of gold,
An alchemist's wonder turned to lead.

Turned parasite,
Stayed awake all night,
Designing a spaceship to fly so far.

Crashed before flight,
Wounded and in plight,
Hung all my hopes on a star.

Fell into day,
A morning of disarray,
Opened the doors to a different life.

No work all play,
An amateur's way,
Was one I'd decided to leave behind.

The story was done,
I made another one,
But the protagonist was now a blank.

But the darkness was fun,
When I got burned by the sun,
Away from the light I sank and sank.

Motivated again,
No love no pain,
The second tale went on.

Insanely sane,
No work no gain,
The story was too far gone...

Chapter 2: Reset

Maybe I should start living once more,
This new life shouldn't be the same as before,
The power I have in my mind is a force,
Untapped, Untouched, Unused and pure.

More objectives lie ahead, in front,
But my head is just as sharp as blunt.
Try and try Until I break through,
To the other side which is supposed untrue.

Chapter 3: Recover

Asleep in a bliss,
Waiting for a kiss,
Dormant, a volcano rests.

Inertia insists,
It hurts but resists,
A rebirth to reclaim the better than the best.

Worst left unsaid,
Don't fear the dread,
What lies ahead never makes itself known.

Hang on by a thread,
For glory I was bred,
I will reap from the seeds that I have sown.





That was Neanic Passion (Part 1 of Immature Amateur's Life-ology)
lookout for Part 2, which is the conclusion of HtoO, "The Optimist"

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

The Maniac (H-to-O, "M", Poem by Screech)

so, I know I'm late with this one.
I edited and rendered the art for it, and then, I forgot to upload this.
Anyway, this is a poem that has been called "too personal" or "too real" by people who've read it before.
I'd say, read on, and form your own opinion! :D



The Maniac

"Here we go again."
She thinks as he approaches,
To speak to her, smiling wide,
She smiles back, to hide the frown built up inside.

"Why is he so different?"
She thinks as he greets her,
Meets her eyes, puts her at ease,
Let's her start the talk, and carries on to speak.

"Am I the only one?"
She thinks as he gazes dreamily,
Still smiling, trying to read her face,
She tries the same but can't read a trace.

"He's been trying at least."
She thinks as he looks beyond,
His eyes wandering, but coming back to her,
He was restless as always, it was clear.

"Something wrong?"
She asks him as he shakes his head,
"He always does that."
She thinks as he goes back,
In a dream but he still holds her eyes,
Speaking in auto-pilot about things she likes.

"Are you alright?"
She asks in worry as he says he's fine.
"He always says that."
She thinks as he says it back,
But his eyes say something else,
But what? She could never tell.

She's always confused,
He speaks in riddles,
She tries to solve them,
But gives up in the middle.
Hidden messages that she can never find,
Say that the maniac has loved her for a long time.

"I barely know him."
She thinks as silence holds them,
He's run out of things to talk about, he says,
She laughs at this common topic they share.

"At least he's not fake."
She thinks as he laughs with her,
His gaze now focused on her,
Carefully choosing his words,
To let her know he's going, and not to leave her hurt.

"Why is he never easy?"
She thinks as he walks away,
After saying an awkward goodbye,
He half turns, but doesn't look behind.

She turns away, her mind still on him,
As she resists the urge to turn around,
She shakes her head, clearing her thoughts,
And goes on with her life, till the maniac makes another call.



keep a lookout for the next one- Neanic Passion
Cheers... ScreechDrummer

Saturday, September 3, 2016

Lady Of The Stars (H-to-O, "L", Poem by Screech)

So, I was a little hesitant about uploading this poem, since it is a descriptive poem, something I've never actually done before, but then I thought 'whatever, what can happen will happen' so here it is, I consider this to be another one of my best works, so I hope you enjoy it!


"Lady Of The Stars"

A simplistic mark, I thought,
Could it even be? Or was I wrong?
I waited, my doubts had to be abated.

I'd not done this since a while ago,
Studying her face was like an unknown tomorrow.
I couldn't figure out whether it was just to easy,
Or was it all real? The honesty, the zeal?

A soothing voice, a tender sight,
Made me go insane in figuring her mind.
But there was nothing but innocence,
With a tinge of dark and a simple ambiance.

Like the evening sky pierced by golden rays,
Her hair was the perfect balance of night and day.
Her face could make the werewolves howl,
And her eyes could calm their soul.

A lady of the stars,
Shed her light into the night,
Illuminating the dark sky,
Like someone was playing god anigh.

In solitude, I thought,
Could she be? Or was I deceived?
I was obsessed, I had to give it a rest.

But I'd never ever felt it before,
Seeing her smile rocked me to the core,
I couldn't figure out why it was all such chaos,
Or was it just me and my head being to engrossed?

A radiant grace and the perfect words,
Could make me go crazy and turn over my world.
But her cognition was all just pure,
All perfectly untouched in her mind so sure.

Like the milky way, etched in space,
Her hands were mellow, holding their embrace,
Her touch could build, her touch could erase,
And her calm could make you find peace anyplace.

A lady of the stars,
Shed her light to show what's right,
Illuminated the dark night,
Like someone was playing god anigh.


Keep a lookout for the next one- "The Maniac"

Cheers... ScreechDrummer